(9/24/08) I am afraid....

I am afraid of heights as much as am afraid of dieing underwater. I know it might sound funny but when i get on roller coasters I put my life on stake or atleast that's how it feels. I am so afraid of heights every time the i watch TV and some guy is falling off the cliff in a movie i feel like I'm falling off too. Sometimes at night i get weird dreams where i cant breathe and that creeps me out so much. So I imagine how bad it would it be actually knowing you are dieing underwater because you cant breathe.
-Afia